7/26/12

MINDFUCK



you will come to me remembering something safe
someone who held you, who comforted and soothed
sappy movie kisses and playful struggling

i may wear her skin and speak her language
but in search of a princess, you have uncovered a succubus
and i do not have use for a shining knight and his red roses
i want blood, and cum, and sacrifice
your struggles will be real

you will be stalked, captured, made prisoner
feel my claws dig in as i rip into your neck with teeth and nails
i smile as i imagine beating you until your golden skin is scarlet
burning you, watching your eyes grow wide as i drink the flames
i want you to not know how you became my pet
how you came to wear my collar around your neck
yet i want you trapped in a cage of sexual frenzy
your body may cry out for escaping my torture
but your heart must beg for the way i damage you

i lick my lips as i think of how i'd slide needles into your flesh
make you a user, make you crawl for what i give you
i want your knees bloody with desire to be at my feet
want you to need the sting of my redemption
i have a desire to hurt you past your limits
string you up by your piercings and bind you with pain
to make you scream "no more!" and start another round
until you cannot be sure that you'll make it through alive this time
and yet
and yet
you must be haunted by the need for it to never end
more than succumbing to my sadism
you have to want it

and when i grow weary of the games i play upon your skin
when the red glow of pain warms my hand as i trace your scars
all the flames, all the fury
i want you to return it all to me
energize me with your cock thrusting within
last resistance to be shattered as i clamp my thighs around your body
draw you deeper, farther, until you have lost your way
lost, yes; i want your eyes to reflect fear and lust interchangably
knife sweetly singing , cold steel against your throat
a softly whispered "i will kill you if you don't please me"
i want you to weep brokenly as you cum
give me all you have to offer
and more
so much more

i want to leave you naked, undone
tossed to the sand and left nothing but images and dreams
a shell to hold against my ear to listen to the sea
i will be the siren who tempted you into the waves
the one who let you drown

and you will not know it until later
will not see that i have sucked the toxins from your past
replaced them with my own
until your need for my whip consumes you
and you throw yourself at my alter as my offering
my prey

it's the pretty boys who make the loveliest slaves
the stubborn ones that look best
when they're on their knees
begging for my touch


and it's you i want





you


i'll have
 
 

7/14/12

THE REASON



You're the reason why I live,
the reason why I can not die.
The reason why every night
I dream of something that has your name,
the reason I can see everything in black and white
except for a blue horizon
You're the reason why am not perfect.
You are for me something without which life can not know.
You're the reason why I have always had only one true desire.

 

You ask me why I am so gentle to you . . . .
I said you are . . . . the even gentlest soul I have ever met.







7/5/12

SILENT PRAYER



i talked to god
he said:
don't think
just kiss
don't feel
just touch
don't love
just fuck.

and in silent prayer
we have the nerve to ask why.



7/1/12

GOOD MORNING!!


 
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We yearn for some explosive, extraordinary escape from the inescapable and, none forthcoming, we put our faith in an apocalyptic rupture whereby the inevitable is solved by the unbelievable grasshoppers, plagues, composite monsters, angels, blood in industrial quantities, and, in the end, salvation from sin and evil--meaning anxiety, travail, and pain. By defining human suffering in cosmic terms, as part of a cosmic order that contains an issue, catastrophe is dignified, endowed with meaning, and hence made bearable.